Where was god in all this... is the question i asked my wife. I said one of your husbands was a college graduate athlete body builder ball player with potential when you married him. He supported you untill he got sick. You had to get a job with insurance to cover his illness. For months you had to rush home to take your turn watching over him while his mom went to her house to rest. Years later he finally died and you almost lost it. How often did you ask god to save him? She and another guy moved in together and she had to leave him because he wouldn't take care of himself. He eventually died by his own negligence. With other comparisons im finally getting a message out there. Im not getting that look anymore. She still misses the good work her and her girlfriends did for the homeless. I was fixing to get her involved with care help. Problem is they are a christian organization. She stop going to church because of me. They want your religious background there. Its hard for her sometimes. Non religious people are listed as antichrists... such a big nasty word for an ignorant person.