For those who were raised with religion being the "default", what is your earliest memory of doubt in the existence of god?
I don’t remember but it was early. I remember thinking that the preacher my have enormous power if he could tell us what God meant and thought
Mine would be my early to mid 30s and wondering why I am still single. Wondering why females don't find me desirable. I'm no Brad Pit, but reasonably attractive. In time period wondering why treat me like crap based on my youthful appearence and job.
I always felt like everything about catholicism was false. It made no sense and seemed really stupid. As I got older and began to understand the world, I realized it was ALL religion that was stupid and made no sense. There were no gods and people were making this shit up.
To answer your question, I am going to separate "doubt" from "conclusion"... I had many questions, sometimes doubts, at a young age but never followed those doubts to a logical conclusion (the fact that my entire family was religious probably inhibited my will to answer those questions).
As a young adult, I was mostly just a partier, I didn't care about religion at all. By around 30, I looked at Christianity again, then decided that I can't buy into the tenants that would qualify me as a Christian, so I dropped religion but didn't challenge the questions regarding the existence of god(s) until after 40. At the age of 54, I have been an atheist for well over 12 years.