I have looked high and low. Turned my world up side down just to find you. You are so close but yet out of reach. I take a chance and jump with out looking.
Silly me I should have seen. You caught another and watch as I fall. I should have been more careful and built up a wall. You say its because you were lonely but I was too. I only have my children to talk to now. If only you saw I wasn't trying to be distant I just wanted five minutes. My space is always invaded by tiny people who came from me. I wish you would have understood that all I wanted was to shower without having to listen out and worry why they would shout. I only wanted some time for me to myself. But instead of listening and hearing me out. You ran around behind my back. Not just to one but several. Now I'm having to pick up not just the pieces of me but of our kids. Why couldn't you have came to me instead of chasing people you say you weren't. Why did you tell me the truth for Christmas like it was the best present you could give to me? The truth will set you free. And it did. It set me free. Now I can find happiness with someone who will never betray my trust and go after the woman he lust for. Thank you for showing me the truth. Now I have to start a new.