Do you have an over riding philosophy that informs all of your decisions or is life a day-by-day thing? Is there an overall meaning to our daily toil or are we merely the collection of our experience and is the meaning to be found in the daily living?
For me, as I approach half a century on this earth, I find that I am less interested in whys and more interested in outcomes. As the old cliché goes, the proof is in the pudding. In it's eating. Not in it's mixing.
I'm just here in this life for the pussy... rest of the experience was sideshow.
yes just get on with it