Remember to forgive yourself. After the dust settles from leaving (insert cult/religion name here), there's a processing that occurs for anyone who put all their eggs in one basket, and part of it includes self-forgiveness.

The anger I had for losing decades of my life is still there somewhat; I'm a work in progress. But part of my healing was to realize that I was also subconsciously angry with myself for surrendering my life, my will, my friends and family for the sake of becoming a child of God.

The healing continues.