This varies. Sometimes I feel like a drifting boat but I usually try and plan things or keep myself occupied so I don't have this feeling. I have found focus completely on "this moment" helps me with regards to that.

Not any more. I have though.

Always! Then something distracts me and I come crashing back to reality ????

Yes while I am dreaming

Sure, sometimes I drift around without focus. I have quite a few interests, so I drift between them, spending some time on each one, then drifting on to the next interest. Things people post on social media catch my attention, and I go off in that direction, mostly to satisfy my own curiosity and see what other people think of the topic.

In a way, I admire those people who discover a burning passion early in their lives, and they pursue that with all of their energy. That's not me! I'm more of a generalist, not a specialist. That's a challenge, in a world that expects people to be specialists.

I am rowing towards a destination.

But don't know what happens tomorrow.

At this point yes, basically everyday. But that's mostly just because I overthink everything and end up even more stressed about the future if I try to think about what to do with it.

Isn’t that life?

Pick your destination. Find a path
Stick to the path.

Yes, and my boat is barely holding out. My sails are sagging, my motor is running out of gas, I can no longer see my bow, and my stern can be seen from space. When I look port or starboard all I see is stern. When I look aft, all I see is stern. And my gunwale is just "whale." I used to have propellers, but they gave up in exhaustion.

I can relate to that somewhat. It's pretty much where I am now.

There are parts of my earlier life that when I look back on them, they remind me of being in a fast moving vehicle with no brakes.

"There is no certainty. There is only adventure."

I don't find anything more enticing than the unknown. A curious being, I am. I often let myself in the boat to nowhere; anywhere; wherever.

Like Jobs said, you can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards.

"You have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever." - Steve Jobs

No. Do you feel comfortable with yourself and the world or are you dissatisfied with life in some ways?