It seems like there is an epidemic of pastors hiding cameras in bathrooms to spy on people. This is yet another one.
No light at the end of this tunnel, although castration is frowned opon, a long five years in the hole might safice. Yes they will allow you your bible to read through the dim shafts of light. You should have listened to brother Jaugar when he said " turn your head away "
"We stand ready as a church to provide care and ministry to anyone or any victims who come forward as we are informed." Translation: Please come forward with any and all evidence so we can pray it away, i.e. sweep it under the rug.