As a Kid I wanted a Dirt Bike, but never got one. As an adult I've always wanted a brand new car, but I've always bought slightly used. However, I did have a rental car once with less than 15 miles on it.
To have a full time career.
I'll never get to do it, I'm disabled. Physical can't function that many hours a week.
When I was growing up in Haiti, I wanted a doctor husband who was a childhood friend, 2.5 kids, a white farmhouse with rose bushes and a garden, several horses, being a university literature prof, then a teacher in a tropical country, similar to Haiti.
Got all of them.
Along the way, I changed my mind, though, and ditched the doctor. He's still a friend, though.
I also found out I don't do well trying to play the part of a wife. Or being a typical woman at all.
In fact, now I don't identify with either gender, and consider myself nonbinary, I don't even know my sexual orientation, being demisexual (only attracted to one person at a time, and only after a protracted relationship of over a year).
I think all genders are beautiful..I just don't feel lust.
But I can fall in love with anything, being "panromantic."
Yeah, until 2014, I didn't even know what a partial transmale, panromantic, demisexual, androgyne, or nonbinary person was, but now I know "I are one."
Funny, I never wanted anything that bad that I didnt went and got myself. Well, as a child my first really wanted bad thing was a battery operated portable tape recorder, small reel to reel. I remember getting two... first for my birthday I believe 24.99 was the price I think, early 60's... something about speaking on the mike and hearing my voice back. Now, I will enjoy grandkids and that is not up to me. So... can't want them that bad, got a grandnephew born on my birthday. That is close enough for me and the baby was visiting last night, looks like a cabbage patch kid. Life is Good. I will settle for what I got.... Good Health. I wanted bad to go Salsa dancing last night... and I went, at 64 still got it! Like I said, Life is Good!