It's my opinion that a significant percentage of atheist (at least on this site) have begun to awaken but haven't. That was me at one time. So this place and these people hold significance to me. There's a good chance you became atheist because you were awakened to certain things.

Remember the most powerful place of change is when you are uncomfortable. You won't find comfort in me unless you've found it in yourself. You will find a powerful place of change. Most of you I suspect are far closer to a light bulb moment than you realize. One little shift, one little change and your life transforms.

You're very close. You just need to turn your focus inward. Be alone with only your thoughts, nothing else. Love yourself until you love yourself. Educate yourself on how and do it. Once you do that everything will come together for you.