You are right. Its not on the list but I'm an agnostic theist. I don't fit into the regular believers so I was hoping here I can learn and have intelligent conversation. A person's view on life and death are their own and I'm not here to try and change that. I'm here to learn different points of view.

@Differentminded There are not many agnostic theists, so it must be a lonely watch sometimes. Do you fit in at all with liberal Christians? Many of those hold their faith pretty loosely, so long as you accept at least in the abstract that their particular deity-belief is justified or at least likely.

@mordant They're no liberal churches I've found in my area. I know Universalist Unitarian Churches are extremely liberal but the closest one to me is 120 miles away

@Differentminded Well UUs are a mixed blessing to me ... they accept open atheists without difficulty but I find that they tend to substitute political ideology for religious ideology. Even though I agree with much of it, I find it a bit off-putting. So ... would be worth a shot if one were close, but you can be philosophical that it's not necessarily a slam-dunk either.

Let's see you're -- where? Dog help you, Texas ... buckle of the Bible Belt. Yeah that's a hard row to hoe if you're in any way nonconformist.

I think you'll find refreshing discussion here. I, for one, welcome you and wish you the best. We have a few hotheads but this is a pretty mature group, given this is the Internet. Skews a little older and wiser. Look forward to talking with you.