Me too. The isolation just gives me a lot more time to dwell on the things that really piss me off.

Take a break. Do something that is fulfilling to you. Distract yourself for awhile in order to recharge. You are drained. As drained as "his" bank account. As drained as can be. Let others pick up the slack until you can once again rejoice in something. You are not alone. The Buddhists say life is suffering, so we are. Maybe I will try & take my own advice. =0}

Few commercial jets flying overhead (Brought to my attention by a friend in New Zealand). No motorhead parties across the road. No one asking to visit tho they are urbanites & fear spiders, bats, & snakes oh my. No invitations to lunch when I have to watch them eat massive quantities of carbs carrion & then complain that they are , fat, diabetic, & lonely. My "gentleman vineyard farmer" neighbor doesn't seek goo goo eyes in return for his. Just a wave now & then. Nice.

Come now, nobod y is actually allowed to be emotionally mature these days, everyone has to have some kind of disorder. Being at peace with one's self is simply not permitted.

@wolf041 I have disorders, but am also generally happy with myself. I deserve it!