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Hi, My name is Peter Schmitt Thiessen, and I've lost everything to a person with a narcissistic personality disorder.
I had my own house and farm, friends and a good reputation 19 years ago when I took her into my life, and I'm leaving with an old van, and $120000Cad in debt, isolated, lost everyone(including myself), I'm mentally broken and exhausted. She has turned family and friends against me; I feel like there is nobody left to turn to. Everyone believes her because she is the nicest person in public, but a monster behind closed doors. Her disorder has made it difficult for me to get a job because I have a criminal record for what she did. I pleaded guilty to save her again(she bursted out of control and physically attacked me while I was sleeping until I tried to stop her, then she played victim and called 911, gaslighted the police who didn't bother to investigate what had happened, and I stayed quiet and pleaded guilty to save her, and our relationship in hope that she would be able to heal from the disorder one day). But thanks to my boss, I have a job as a delivery driver, and I'm able to pay at least the interest on my debt so far.

And with this message I'm asking for help: I need mental, social, and financial help to find myself, get healed and back on my feet.

Sorry for asking for help, it is very hard, I see myself in a hole, not easy to come out by myself. don't feel worth any help, and please only help me if you feel good about it. I you can't help otherwise; please share this, or be nice to me for to me so I can heal.

And to all those nice, kind and understanding people helping me: I wanna thank you very much the rest of my life. And would like to be your friend once I'm healed and able to(because before I'm healed, I might be a burden to you).