God is absolutely everything. You are a part of God, I am a part of God, the refuse in the trash can is a part of God. Concepts are a part of God, as are thoughts. Systems, such as every system of mathematics known to us, and as yet undiscovered systems of mathematics, are a part of God. Every single thing and non-thing are a part of God because God is absolutely Everything. People have asked why I call this God rather than nature. I believe that the term nature connotes things that are not man-made, and I include humans and human creations. It is important to remember that we are all connected, and honor the divinity within ourselves, too.

I am not interested in a romantic relationship for at least one year because there are a few more self-improvements I want to make before I'm where I want to be before getting into a relationship. Meanwhile I'm open to slowly getting to know people to see if we could be friends. In a year, out of those friends, I could be interested in a relationship with a single guy, close enough to my intellect that we can see each other as basically equal, though each with strengths that are helpful to the other - and similar enough in physical condition that our activity levels are compatible.

Please don't take this as any kind of implied promise, or wait for me if you want someone now, or anything like that. Right now I'd just like to get to know some people without any kind of pressure... and becoming friends with people who are not romantically compatible is at least as valuable to me as forming any other kind of relationship.

I am on mental health disability for PTSD, but I have made becoming as psychologically healthy as possible a top priority. I have some spots of osteoarthritis, but I'm not going to let that get in my way any more than necessary, and hopefully there are remedies either now or coming soon that will fix the problem. My second ex-husband is my best friend. We are never getting back together, but he and his family are my family, and I'm not giving them up for any new person. I have Hidradenitis Suppurativa. I also have a spirit that is much stronger than my body will allow me to express, so I'm hardly a pity case.

I strongly desire that which is best for everybody. Helping others also helps ourselves, and I do recognize that there is a difference between true charitable help and charitable enabling, which not only isn't helpful, but counter-productive. The system is rigged against a whole lot of us, and a whole lot of people either don't see that they are being played, or worse yet, have been influenced to think that at least some of the people who are trying to help them are actually out to take advantage of them.

I believe the best I can ever do from my position is try to help We the People who have become divided to start to become healthfully united. There are others who can help in other ways, and also more like me who might be able to help bring us together. We do need world peace. There is value in the diversity of having different countries on Earth so long as we are willing to learn from each others' different ways, and appreciate the best everyone has to offer. It's not so great when we get adversarial, and that seems to be an increasing condition.

As hard as some of the negative aspects of the US can be, and as alluring as are some of the benefits of being citizens of other countries, I do belong here - right in one of the biggest wounds of global society - where I can do at least a little bit of good most days just by stepping out into the world and making the best ripples I can make.