I'm unsure how necessary it is find a life partner.
I also am romantic and believe it could possibly enhance my life.
I got lots of student debt and feel I wasted it because in May 2015 to September 2015 I had brain cancer, brain surgery and radiation.
I got anxiety, depression and I prefer dating men to women, but open to both.
I am afraid of being yelled at for things beyond my control and being abused and manipulated.
I had my life threatened by a few men and one actually almost followed through with killing me. I need constant reassurance.
I pride myself on my independence, since I am good at raising my children on welfare and for a short time after college and a failed abusive engagement, I worked minimum wage living in my low income housing area.