Updated May 13, 2023 - I'm exploring by RV with Lab and Cat. I've been in CT for a month, 1 weeks left. I'll be near Albany for a week when I leave here. I plan to be back in WA by mid June.
I have a 100 lbs Lab, Spartacus, that has to go out all day long. Beaches and Off-leash dog parks are his favorite, mine too. Then there is Leonidas the Indoor Cat who was a rescue from the L.A. fires of 2019. The 3 of us seemed to have nicely bonded which I'm enjoying. They're adapted to RV living. I really hate drama and religion is drama.
Anyways, anything is possible in life but there is so much to choose from. Which is where our mistakes happen. The better we get with Science, the better our Technology, so we can evolve to be better by understanding and knowing what our true reality is, shooting for the Stars instead of waiting for the Apocalypse. It truly frustrating to see so many dummies, oops, I mean non-believers in Science. It seems religion is the main way for the truly theologically insane, some educated and many with little or no education, to exist. Being raised with only their religious-lifestyle and nothing more will be their downfall, and ours if we let the ignorant rule this world. The Internet woke this world, a good thing. So many liars. The big lie, right, and what about the humongous, huge religious lies. neanderthals.
I would love being in a kindred outdoorsy relationship but truly I'm not looking. I always have but never have found what I was looking for. My surgery has chilled me out so it must be psychological. I'm pushing myself away. Maybe its because now sexually I'm uncertain of what I'm capable of which is fine with me. LOL, yep, I'm oldish. That kind of surgery has placed me in survival mode. I know having a dog and cat with me has saved me from the luxury of drowning in my sorrows. Let the good times roll. I don't want to be an angry man when I grow up. I did find myself in unforeseen situations all at the same time which seemed to have been like being hit by a Mack truck over and over again. Now that was stressful to where hives were everywhere.
I separated in April 2018 from another faithful to the family and I didn't realize 9 years later that she just meant her kids. Well I divorced on Jan 02 2021 while sitting out on my patio in SeaTac by Angle Lake on a conference call with the Court in Connecticut doing the divorce proceedings. A Coronavirus thing and I definitely appreciated not having to go to Connecticut. That was definitely COOL.
I feel let down by the VA. I really thought they had my back. Why was my bloodwork, all of a sudden, was over the PSA level of 10 (max) (it’s a Prostate thing), 4 is normal. How did this happen while under the VA's care? Hmmm, it seems the World will never know. Apparently since I was 59 by this time they had not been fully monitoring me yearly and I started going to the VA beginning in 1983, after I got out of the Army which is where this mess began in 1978, I think) but not as a permanent subscriber until after I retired from the Navy in 1998. In Dec 2018 I had a Prostatectomy. I’m now numb across my left inner thigh and across my groin. Darn synapse ain't reconnecting. I’ve was told it could take up to 2 to 5 years to heal, it's been 3 1/2 yrs now. I have a feeling there is a lot more adapting/adjusting to do.
What's that old saying "Only Time Will Tell", which is to general and probably best applied to the Universe.