I've don't think I ever actually believed in a god despite being raised Catholic.
I lost faith in Santa before I was even four because of a mistake by my young parents and that planted scepticism deep into my personality.
Even when I see things that I like don't tend to believe it until I see it in several places.
I was angry about alot of this in my developmental years because I didn't have the language for my atheism and being forced to go to church and being punished for questing their "truth" and this when on through confirmation until I finally was allowed to stop going until 16 or so.
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