At age six, I suffered a total episodic memory erase in a bike accident. My older brother, who was to blame told me what had happened as he said my parrents would beat me after he beat me if I told anyone.So I did not tell anyone. When I said I did not remember something, I was scolded, so I learned not to say that either. As words would pop out of my mouth, like a lie, I realized that there was another process , my brain, that if I was not carefull could get me in a lot of trouble. At nine untill eleven I had a reacuring dream that at forty turned out to be a clip from my future. My life has been full of unexplainable phenomanon. I was raised church, which would say God or the devil by faith not that different from science people saying can not happen on faith. I was excited to this site thinking someone more intellegent than me might be able to understand my limited ability to articulate what I have learned about our reality.