" . . . There's got to be more to it than this, or tell me why do we exist? I'd like to think that when I die I'd get a chance another time, and to return and live again
Reincarnated to play the game again and again and again and again . . . "
. . . I have complete custody of my 4 (now grown) children and I raised them by myself without the help of their deadbeat who skipped state and disappeared so she could get out of support.
. . . I learned a thing or two about "the system " for example, when you are a single trying to raise his children by himself you may as well come from another planet, "the system " is gender-biased and rejects anything that has a penis and testicles.
. . . when the children became older I started seeing women, I was in several relationships, one was with a mayor of the second largest city of the state I was living in at the time, another was with a CEO of a prominent law firm, another was with the president of a bank, so my point is this, I am not closed off to a relationship but if you want one with me you are going to have to do more than show up with tits and a vagina, especially if you are past 35 and your appearance is reminiscent of a well worn hand bag but with that being said I prefer the company of older women.
. . . my experiences in this life have been unique, therefore I am one of a kind and my story isn't done, I have known people at the top of their field who were driven and have talent, skills and experience that makes them seem almost superhuman
. . . "and now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything
All the pictures have all been washed in black
Tattooed everything" . . .
. . . "all the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am" . . .