I was far lonelier and sadder living with my first partner for the last few years than I am on my own.
Misunderstandings can often be resolved, but being in a room with someone you are in a relationship with and feeling alone is as empty a feeling as l have ever felt.
I often said referring to my marriage, I would rather be lonely alone than lonely living with someone. So that has been my state for quite some time, I am alone and lonely but in a far better place than when I was married and walled off.
@Barnie2years l can relate to that. ?
I never felt as lonely as I did in my marriage.
"People seem surprised when I say Wenatchee is a desert," I wrote in my journal in 1988. "Now I realize I have been living in a desert of touch."