I really like your post I have a first in fine and applied arts, not sure I have done much with it - seriously enjoyed my course and it made me very happy, and i am always fiddling with all kinds of projects - I don't love people who betray me, mainly because I think I don't need it in my life as I can do my own things - garden, build willow structures, have fun with people I trust etc. I think I probably only need a few people in my life whom I can love and be loved by. I had a hard time as a child in an abusive family and since then don't let anyone in who could disrupt my equilibrium.