It is really early. I didn't sleep well last night. I joined this website because my nephew told me it was a dating website for atheists and agnostics. He said it was a great place to have fun and meet people. To some degree I have enjoyed being here but on the other hand some of the women and several of the men can be quite tiresome. I look past that shit because I am difficult myself. I try to cut as much slack as I can because i haven't been given a lot of slack in this life. What i did not expect to find was some of the conservative thinking that you find in theistic circles so prevalent here. I was also not expecting to find so many women who have negative views of men and men who have negative views of women. That does not seem to be a good approach to dating (heterosexually speaking of course) (though most of the gay men I know and lesbian women don't seem to hate members of the opposite sex. They seem a little too evolved for that.) (The they people I have met don't seem to hate anybody they just want to be accepted).
I just wanted to meet someone who saw in me what i saw in her a mutual love and respect for one another. I figured i would have a good time and eventually get laid for the rest of my life. Whatever. It doesn't look like this is the place for that to happen. Some of the women I have seen here are funny and intelligent and seem like they would be wonderful partners. Unfortunately I don't seem to have hit it off when any of them. I am too fucking old to go through a lot of drama on line or off line. I really just want to get along with people , have some fun and be happy. I am not sure this is the right site for me. I have never really fit in in any group or culture. It is like I am some kind of weird fucking alien surrounded by a bunch of humans. Some I would love to eat ([[[now that is supposed to be full of sexual connotations for certain members but I guarantee you more than a few would have dove off the deep end and given me a ration of shit over their inability to get the inference and humor)]]] The problem is me. I am not intelligent enough to be around you guys and some of you (enough to make it an issue) are not sophisticated enough to be outside or on line.
I like this site I really do. And I am drawn to some of the women. I find several of the men very interesting and insightful. I just don't know if I can put up with the drama. I am a sensitive idiot and I don't like upsetting people. And I am not the kind of person you want to piss off. I can say some mean things when pushed and I don't want to be that way. I want to be loving and caring and kind. I want to be supportive in an appropriate way but I also want to have fun and laugh at the absurdity of life. I will be me and if I don't fit in so be it. It won't be the first time. But it will be the last. You guys have a great day. And fuck donald trump, his family and every fucking Republican idiot conservative who supports him. And to the progressives who are just as hostile and closed minded as the radical religious right ... YOU GUYS FUCKING ROCK
TO EVERYONE I HAVE EVER OFFENDED. I am standing in front of you right now. My hands are resting softly on your shoulders. I am pulling you close to me. My eyes are begining to tear. As I wrap my arms around you in a warm hug I PLACE MY TONGUE IN YOUR EAR... BREAK AWAY AND RUN...PASSING GAS AS I ESCAPE DOWN A FLIGHT OF SLIPPERY STAIRS. I FALL AND LAND LIKE A PRETZEL LOOK UP TO SEE YOU RUBBING YOUR EAR AND WONDER WTF WERE WE DOING IN A STAIRWELL.