I chisel with my soul's teeth like  Michael Angelo's  retarded protege   ... gnawing at my own life ...a savage suicidal  appetite consuming  as I will myself to become  ...spitting out the rottenness of life and sometimes not  . Plucked from reality  ... astray of my sanity . Sweet nectars of blissful lust... flowery  toxic deceitful  flavors
of love  upon the winds of time vanish inside to devour quietly  from within unto the  grave vacation an unfinished masterpiece of  wretched chaos .