All righty ho....
I'm either restless or foolish or both. I'm about a month-ish away from legal freedom from a Cheating-Dingus. Maybe six months away from righting my financial boat. And for some fucked up reason, I am entertaining the thought of moving. Getting some new scenery. I've never liked the south - the people are about medium-tolerable to get-the-fuck-away, but its the weather and the foliage I'm starting not to like. It's warm, and I dig that, but its humid and its killing my allergies. Trees block the view of the horizon, and the whole place has me physically and mentally claustrophobic. Career opportunities aren't the greatest and, this really isn't my home - I'm still very much a stranger in a strange land - or more accurately "Isn't she a lesbian kinda liberal that lives with a bunch of dogs?"
Realistically, moving toward Atlanta or Greenville SC is a doable move. Other places I'm considering are Boulder CO, or the southwest. It's REALLY hard to job hunt out of state, and I'm dragging dogs and baggage with me. And then there's the lack of money. I've done it before, picked up me and mine, and with no money (but a job waiting) moved across country.
So right now. Investigating Boulder. Who is from Boulder? What's it like? How expensive is it?
Or am I just restless? Maybe I need to learn to just "be". Do I have a bad case of fuck-this-shit? I'm not UNHAPPY. But, I am badly wanting a little change of scenery and some good fortune to come my way. Do I need to move or maybe just a little therapy?