Hi all..I haven't been on at all..I was having bad alcohol issues, then not long afterwards my sister(1979-2018) died(through alcohol..and she died alone), leaving behind 5 children(mostly young adults), one grandchild and one recently born grandson(she died a couple of months before he was born). everything still feels unreal to me..and I hate saying to people "life is life, and we have to move on"..this has nothing to do with religion nor spirituality.
I'm so sorry for your loss and alcohol issue problems.
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Glad you are back. So sorry for your loss. You will be in shock for a while and then you will come back and even though life will go on it will be different. Having suffered loss I empathize. Wish I could help but only you can walk through the tunnel. Sending you good energy.
I could tell you this long story I won't though. If you need advice I have walked that road. I quit my self and it took a lot of personal sorting out. My head is clear and I have a positive attitude.
That is a tough row to hoe . I'm glad you made it and sincerely hope you keep it that way .