I just stumbled upon a YouTube video posted by a mother who lost her male fetus at thirteen weeks. The mom not only delivered the fetus, whom she named Isaiah, but she posted photos of the delivered fetus and also of his subsequent church funeral service. Needless to say, I watched the entire video despite my feeling that I was indulging in something truly creepy. The fetus looked like an alien being. There was an especially disturbing part of the video in which the fetus was held under water to better display the irises of his eyes. Dropping down to the comment section, I was not surprised by all the religious incantations and statements made by some of the millions of viewers---such as ones that asserted that little Isaiah was in the palm of Jesus' hands, cavorting with the angels, singing in the holy choir, etc. But most distressing were the comments, mostly by women, about how "beautiful" little Isaiah was. I'm telling you, friends . . . This fetus was anything but beautiful. It was, in many respects, horrifying (malformed skull, undeveloped ear buds, a seeming smile on it's alien face). Why am I telling you all this? Because I'm rather ashamed that I was ghoulish enough to indulge in this distasteful, voyeuristic activity, and I'm also hoping I'm not the only one who's ever watched videos like this and come away feeling somehow soiled.