This is what Depression looks like.
In case you do not recognize all of the people here...
Kurt Cobain
Chester Bennington
Whitney Houston
Mac Miller
Robin Williams
Phillip Seymour Hoffman
Chris Farley
Marilyn Monroe
Amy Winehouse
Chris Cornell
Ernest Hemingway
Lucy Gordon
Simone Battle
Layne Staley
Gia Allemand
Anthony Bourdain
My depression is lifted each evening around 5.30 when i have my 1st of 2 IPAs, but not for long, unless we go out then i'll sometimes have another 1 or 2; but those extras beers can set off my atrial flutter & i sometimes have to got to emerg to get electrocardioverted & that's depressing as hell.
I am on medication for clinical depression. My life is 100% better. Depression and related anxiety has been the bane of my existence all of my life. I still feel the physical effects of anxiety - upset stomach, diarrhea, of breath, etc. But the depression is mostly gone.
I'm happy you for you. Thanks for sharing.
When you run out to hope, meaning and purpose, the rest means nothing.