I want to find a serious relationship
instead of posting about how emotionless everyone is, how about taking an interest in other topics and seeing who is interested in the same topics? there is plenty of emotion going on there. you may find lots of people with whom you agree (and disagree) and among those with whom you agree you may strike up a friendship. wanting to find a serious relationship and saying so will not find you a serious relationship. making friends and letting friendships develop beyond friendship if they're so inclined tends to work better.
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