I was with family this past TG(my cousin’s family) but I was alone in the hospital the entire week of Xmas, starting with Xmas eve morning.
There are reasons why I don’t go to gatherings of my immediate family, and being alone etc is less traumatic than seeing them. Im more introverted and more of a loner as I get older, too.
I’m sorry it’s a tough time for you, I understand.

Since the SO died nearly 3 years ago, I've been spending the holidays alone. I don't feel the need to be around lots of people; even if I were, I'd probably slunk off anyway.

I usually spend thanksgiving by myself at home. I don’t find it to be a problem.

"Distance is never a barrier for me"

and, yet, your BIO gives a limit of a little over 100 miles.
Perhaps you need to redo your BIO and/or be more clear in your parameters?

Also, assume that anyone who may have been interested already read your BIO and might have been turned away by the distance limit. Therefore, your aloneness can most probably be traced to the very words you wrote and the limits you created.

If you truly want change....change you BIO, change your words, and change your thinking.

I mean, seriously, the odds that the perfect person lives in "the next town over" are pretty astronomical.