@CoastRiderBill Maybe... idk
I'm stupid honest. "Been in a funk" but thank you.
Me: "I been so busy being crazy in a funk". I need to scrub out the tub now, ok thx. ( jk )

Do you struggle with motivation, and anxiety surrounding either motivation, or lack thereof? I do, and I struggle with severe depression as well.

@TDSkully Yup. It sucks.

@Meili, it does indeed.
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@linxminx, I’m thinking there’s probably a correlation between this behavior and Christian dominant capitalistic societies, but I could be could be wrong. The reason I say this is because we’re taught either directly or indirectly that idle hands “are the devil’s workshop,” or that bigger is better, be it bigger house, car, paycheck, title, what have you. We’re bombarded with the idea that we’re never to be satisfied with adequate, and if we do, we’re somehow weak for it. Just my thoughts on it, strictly esoterically speaking. ??

@linxminx, thank you for the acknowledgement. It’s one of the “sins” that the Bible mentions pretty often along with lust, idolatry, and some of the other “good old Judeo-Christian favorites.” That being the case, one can’t let themselves look like they’re slothful, lest their Christian contemporaries judge them as sinful and unfit for the big social club fellowship. ??

@TDSkully Sounds like the bullshit of Calvinism to me, which is a disgusting strain of Christianity not only because it over-glorifies work, but it also exalts greed as good and the wealthy as automatically more virtuous and worthy of respect and admiration because God made them wealthy, etc. What rubbish, as the Brits say.

@TomMcGiverin, agreed. Calvinism is elitist by its nature in a lot of ways though. Only certain people are called by god to salvation. I guess that makes the rest of “his creation” a waste of time and flesh. I followed and believed a lot of the teachings typically evangelical. Then when you really think about the absurdity of so much of it, it’s confounding. ??