She is going to be your mother until you die. Visit her more often. Beliefs or no beliefs, she won't always be there. And that, my beautiful friend is worst than any pain you may feel

It is unfortunate that differences in beliefs are contrived to result in such false choices.

There is nothing wrong with your living out your beliefs but it's sad that your mother feels in some sense a failure because of it. You're a good daughter though to make some reasonable accommodations and overtures to your mother, so long as she is not toxic about it. I'm so happy that you were able to have a sane conversation about the many, many topics you can both agree on. Good for you both!

Thank you for sharing your story, it really touched me. Sometimes all we need to know is that we are appreciated and loved.

You only get one mom and one chance at life. You are fortunate to still have her, mine passed two years ago. Kindness counts. Take care of yourself and each other. ♥

Family is family you have to do what works for both. You might dislike yourself for the pain you feel you might have caused. But in the end she wants you to be safe and happy. I know this because all parents do. You got into university you are getting more education and making connections that you may have suspected but are now seeing more clearly. You need to make the choice you can live with. No one can fault you. Good luck.

Can you teach her to use Skype? Can she use a cell phone? These things really help.

People can have meaningful relationships without ever discussing differences in religion and beliefs.
Just set the boundaries where you feel comfortable and don't get sucked in to any discussion you don't want to.

Also, take care of your health. You only get one body and one brain. Give both the best care that you can.