I attend a life drawing group most Saturday mornings . Today, our model was a 40ish - something male. With a certain kind of nicely put together body that just distracted the hell out of me ! Instead of concentrating on technique, my mind was tossing around all the lewd and lascivious things I'd like to do to/with him ... and he never knew . (grin)
Have you ever had moments like that ? Where you probably should have been doing other things, but were completely distracted by a certain someone ?
Yup. I'd taken a life drawing class some years back with nude models, and some of the guys were gorgeous. It just added to the fun... But more than anything though, I'd always wondered if the male models ever got distracted by a beautiful student, and how they would, well,... keep from showing it.
Yes, there was a younger, really intellectually interesting, sensitive and also good looking man (a rep for a health food company) that I had to deal with when I was working and I loved it when he came into the store but also hated it because I always made myself feel so uncomfortable around him. I had difficulty concentrating on the really, really interesting information that he was imparting because of the myriad of lustful thoughts swirling through my mind. I always felt embarrassed because I felt my infatuation was evident.
I go down isles at the store I've never been down, nor need to in order admire...then fantasize about someone who strikes my fancy. I usually have marvelous mental sex with them before I even hit the checkout stand. Unlike real life, they're always the best lovers. Bwahaha!