I hope I don't sound too sophomoric but I got this strange thought about how weird, mysterious and wonderful the world and life is! Nothing could explain or attempt to put into context what this thing called life is. Just me being able to be aware of this universe, and not saying anything about that there is even such a thing just blows me away. That I got the chance to experience all this is just too much. I feel so fortunate to be here and now and enjoy such a, whatever you want to call it," mind-blowing experience as being alive" is almost unreal! It's hard for me to put into words and everybody knows that I don't believe in religion or spirituality or any of that stuff but it makes me wonder how I got so lucky to be alive and I wonder what is this place really, and what's up around the bend.