My dog was hit by a car on Monday night but I didn´t know that he was dead untilThursday. Finding his body was the worst experience of my life. I loved him so much and I´m so angry with him. I live in the Spanish countryside. He had a massive garden and he went for a walk everday. I can´t eat and I just drink beer after beer and I keep asking him, why did you do that Henry, why did you go and get yourself killed?
There´s not really any point to this post. I know that I´ll never see him again but I just feel the need to express my grief.
Losing you loved Dog is as if a part of your heart has died,I sympathize your loss,they hold a special place in our lives as we do in theirs.[agnostic.com]
Of course there is a point to your post. You feel sad, hurt and somehow abounded. I still am grieving for my cat that I had to put down after 25 years. She was very ill and there was nothing else to be done. I was not going to let her suffer. I feel guilty though, I feel like i was a bad pet owner, like I did not love her enough and even now writing this my eyes well up. Henry was loved by you and is still loved by you but it is hard, always hard. You will always remember him, they way he was, his little ways and how you loved him, how much joy he brought you and sometimes how annoyed he made you too.
Thank you so much. Your comments and the other comments have helped me. He will always be with me. In time the pain will be less intense.
we had to have our last 2 cats put down. one was 16 & the other just 12. very depressing but they were luckier than many humans b/c we refused to see them suffer when no more could be done for the.
we haven't had a cat for around 7 or 8 yrs now but my wife talks about getting another. i always feel a little sad about having to keep a cat indoors but we have a small fenced back yard & i suppose i could put something along the top of the fence to prevent a cat from getting away. but then we have eagles around here which have been know to carry away small dogs.
one of the few advantages to being old is that it's unlikely i'll outlive our next cat.
Dog lover sympathizes with you. My Sassy just turned 11-thats older than my other German Shepherds.