Today has marked the second year that I have been without my Lisa. Guess what? I'm drunk! Right now, I don't care what anyone thinks. I might get drunk again.
I'm not thinking anything bad at all towards you. I think I would want to do the same in a similar situation. I hope the passage of more time will help. You're always welcome to share with us. You're also welcome to message me if you ever need someone to talk to.