I was Muslim when I was young and I left Islam when I was 23 years old in Syria before the war, because I couldn't believe that God sends only religious muslims to heaven and all other people to hell.
And I couldn't believe that God would burn any person in fire in hell.
I didn't talk with my family and my community about my new thoughts because it was dangerous, I was very alone.
During the war in Syria I worked as a reporter with an online newspaper so the government arrested me for a year when they discovered my job because it's a dictatorship in Syria.
It was a miracle that l left the prison.
Now I am 35 years old and I have been in Sweden in Skåne for 2 years.
It's very nice here but I need swedish friends to feel that I belong to this beautiful country and of course I need love.