I am truly happy to see all these replies
But I am trying to do my best to not let anyone
Know that I am a agnostic now
And in case you all ar wandering we're I am
In Kingdom of saudi arabia !
The penalty for living islam is death by sword
And my biggest problem is that I have a family
And I am broke i can't even leave to any country
Is there any other way to solve my problem
I would really appreciate.

I thinnk you should try to leave to go to a country where they can't (at least legally) do that. Some countries offer asylum for people fleeing death. Unfortunately, although the U.S. was once one of those countries, with our current leadership, although it may still be possible, it would a a lot harder.

BTW, you don't actually convert to agnosticism or atheism, as neither is a religion. The correct terminology for your situation is "lost (or losing) faith".

If any Muslims question you, explain that you are have started to have doubts due to poor answers you received and withdrew so that you would not inadvertently create any doubts for other Muslims. Assure them that you are studying and praying on your own for answers (whether or not you actually are).

Please realize that the above advise comes from a position of ignorance, wher I'd have to imagine myself in similar circumstances without knowing what they actually would be. If you find any of it helpful or useful, then great, But, you know your local culture and customs better than i do, so if anything I said above is useful adapt ir appropriately to best insure your survival.

welcome. seems to be a fair number of people visiting this page with the same concerns.

People of many different religious beliefs, who we label devote, are not. Belief/religion is always changing/evolving in each individual's heart as we educate ourselves and experience life.
Your hard journey is shared by many.
Good Luck and may you find peace here.

I'd be happy to answer any questions you have.

Welcome! You will find we are a friendly, supportive group of people here who will help in any way we can.

1. What questions? That seems like brainwashing and cult-behavior
2. What can we do to help?
3. I assume you mean 'leaving' [the culture of] Islam. And if you're in a place where they will hunt you down and kill you for your religion... it may not be easy, but it would likely be safest for you in the long run to... you know... move.