UPDATE if you read my post about my major Dilemma...

Thanks to everyone for their views, opinions, advice, etc. While not everything was what i wanted to hear, i did take it all in and and am grateful for so many firm, kind, blunt or honest words.

As of Tuesday we are no longer a couple in any sense of the word. or as i have recently grown fond of saying: it's null and void. SHE ended it. She said she wasn't judging me..while all the while saying "The bible says not to associate with nonbelievers..you're a nonbeliever, and that's a deal breaker see ya later good bye, we're done.
How the holy hell is that NOT judging?? I still have my bible ( it was a gift from my Granny and not a soul on earth will make me discard it) and it says that you're not supposed to marry a nonbeliever or even associate with them. Let's not talk about how ridiculous that is. My point is i told her "you're not even supposed to associate with me" to which she said "I never said that" Well honey right after the line about not being in a relationship, it says basically that exact thing and pretty much says they are unequal. so while she didn't say that out loud she certainly meant it because she quoted the whole passage. 2 COR 6:14 for those keeping track.

Thankfully I did not invest money into this relationship. just my heart and soul and hours upon hours of sleep. ( she is 6 hours ahead of me) . We did go so far as to buy these BOND TOUCH bands which when you link them and you tap them the other person feels it as a little vibration and you feel as thugh they are touching you even if they are 1000's of miles away. Pretty cool idea actually. She was so dead set on dumping me that she was never willing to set them up. so i have this one that i paid for that is a useless piece of plastic now.

I digress. Luckily i have wonderful friends here by me. I was totally excited to tell them i had a girlfriend! my first one in a very long time. Turns out they are more amazing friends than i thought or could ever have hoped for because as soon as i said it was over their support was overwhelming.

That's all. I just wanted to give a update and thank every one for their thoughts. Its appreciated. It really gets me though, as i was perfectly willing to be supportive for her and she couldn't be in return. thanks again everyone. i hope to keep looking.