I believe in God, but not the Biblical version of it. Churchianity turned me off religion. Spirituality keeps me alive.
Are you not, therefore, a theist? A belief in the sky god takes you out of the agnostic and atheist rhelms. I have been called a spiritual person by many, but it is the human spirit that takes the place of a fictional being. When I discovered atheism 20 years ago, it was enlighting for me. I then understood why I had so much trouble in religious school and why becoming a Cantor was oout of the question.