My 89 year old mother is a strict Catholic and has known for several years that I do not believe in anything supernatural. Today as we visited she showed me a souvenir photo of John Paul II from her visit to the Vatican on April 1, 2005. She and my sister were among the last visitors to see him alive as he waved from a balcony. He died the next day.
I acknowledged that it was a special trip for them. Then I felt I had to interject that I was disappointed that he had supported (now ex-) Cardinal McCarrick and failed to address sexual abuse by him and others.
We talked about how terrible it is when people in a position of power hurt people.
I know she accepts me for who I am, however I'm sure she prays for me.
I love my mom
Can you be yourself with your immediate family?
Yes it's easy as out of 7 kids all raised Catholic 6 are now atheists.Parents long gone (my mother simply followed my dad and after he died she became who she was, an agnostic). One sister can't make up her mind as she keeps switching religions (now a 7th day Adventist) but is easy to talk to. She does push her religion of the day but we just ignore her. My dad never really forced religion on us but did send us to parochial school.
She's 89, nothing you say will change what she believes but it can hurt her. My mum's 93 and the same. I just accept her for who she is, prayers and beliefs, and I don't try to change her although like you I do point out the realities of religious abuses at times. Not to change her beliefs but to give her perspective. She told me today that she saw one of the yank televangelists going on about trump and she thought he was possessed by a demon
You are 100% right. She has a right to her beliefs and dignity. (Providing they are not preaching) Seeing the pope was a life event for her, he should have respected that and shared her joy...
My family knows I am an unbeliever/Atheist, but don't like it. We have all agreed to disagree on the subject of religion and simply don't talk about it.
We all get along great. Very rare political or religious discussion comes up. There are, of course disagreements sometimes, but in the end we all live with our differences.
This was weighing on me heavily today.
Since I left our church, my family has treated me more respectfully overall. But they also stopped inviting me to family functions for a while. They've begun including me again the past couple years but I'm not sure I trust them.
Emotional abuse was the norm in my home during my childhood but we treated other people respectfully. I don't know if my family has changed or if they are just treating me like an outsider because I'm no longer a member of their church.
Either way, the answer is no, I can't really be myself around them. To a certain extent, I'm able to be more myself than ever before but I can't speak openly about my beliefs. Hell, just drinking coffee breaks my mom's heart.
If we cannot be 'ourselves', as in who we truly are to any others, it means to me we are in some measure still not ourselves to ourselves either. Isn't it a comfort to genuinely respect others' differences when they return respect for yours? I cherish it because it is so rare.
That whole “being me “ thing seems terribly selfish. While there are plenty of reasons to disagree, there are plenty of reasons to find common ground as well.
@Canndue Until or unless one actually has or becomes their optimal self, what is called 'selfish' is more often a reaction by others who lack self-love and esteem due to their own mental laziness. Seeing someone else show what they wish they had but aren't courageous enough to pursue is disturbing.
They think in terms of (usually group conditioned): "Who does that person think they are to place their self-evaluation and self-determined priorities above those dictated by others like 'the rest of us'? Its a kind of jealousy felt by those who've abdicated their own personal sovereignty in the belief that it is incumbent for ALL to follow suit.
@Silver1wun with all due respect, I am not a philosopher so this sounds like psycho-babble. I was actually agreeing with your initial post ( though admittedly it may have not come across that way - my apologies) . What I was referring to regarding selfishness, goes to the second sentence, second paragraph of the initial post. While he may have been true to himself, and correct in what he said, saying it in that context was just being an asshole. IMHO
I always have been truthful to my immediate family. I had some great aunts that I never discussed religion with but I don't think they were very religious anyway.
I've always felt it was important to respect other people's feelings on religion and never tried to change their beliefs. It's always about doing unto others as you would have them do unto you.