I can't stop thinking about death, the glorification of death by Christians is something I've never heard talked about like that but ita something ive noticed
I look forward to death in a sense, but all the joy is on this side of the grave, I will not know after the fact.
Don't worry about me, I'm just tired of the struggles of life.
I had a heart attack on Dec 21st 2020, I was alone, I picked up my phone, dialed 911 then waited a moment before pressing the call button. I was thinking, if I just wait a bit, nothing will matter anymore.
Then I pressed the call button anyway.
I just have to see the GOP politically castrated, then I'll be good to go.
The GOP makes the lives of my children hard.