I've been thinking......I spent some time in a church. Doesn't matter which one. It was part of my journey to becoming agnostic, and seeing the person, I am really. I learned, I'm the person who created my life. So far so good.
I can relate to that. I was dragged to church in my youth and attended sporadically as a young adult. It was not a positive experience for me at all but it all helped sow the seeds of doubt that led me to being an atheist.
Yep, you're well on your way to becoming agnostic.