Now I don't usually tell peoplethis so easily, but my whole life I ve ben needing a woman to talktome ather motherly like with tlc as she leads to the subject odf things I almost go in troube for. and sheges an impinment and says wahat you ned is a darn good andproper old fshion spanking, the after she carry's it out and my rear is quite red and warm we cuddle and hug and may exchange some gentle kisse. SO this my haunt tha I am sharing with you. What the worstthing thta haapen was a sieter was reading my strct womwn spanking mne. And she made abig deal about it and all her friends finding out that he bothers a pervert all my "CHRISIAN Friends wre shaming me and it got sort of ughly. My feelings were really hurt and I wondered how long she had been reading my short paragraphs. It was lie someone sneeking intoaaDiary thatt didn't belong to them. YES Iwas hurt and offended and it still hurts and that's waht led me to join this site. The sanctimonious bull shit that was being laid onme. and if this was tue about needing some tlc and a darn good otk spanking-It's menat likr with dgity and respecr for a ladyI would want astreet pickup as I don't like to see others or me viewing as objects. Tha why had to mention this with the tocin and underatndingg thta's part of my fantasy life-sswhenI w a boys= I had no real affection was often called a little bastard, like my fther, so wishing for a fantasy family gave me hope. but images of ladies lie nchurchor my 19 year old daisy mae may type spanked her niece over one leg of herlap-then looked at men and said dryly. THis is wahtsomebody else needs and my brain was saying pleasepleaseplease WE wre in a place where the smell of fresh growning corn was in the air ahe shewas wearing these ver short frayw=ed cut offs. SO who woldn't have had some sortof flash before him that eventuallwas another haunt-yes I guess Ihave a naunted brain and a wishfl hoping mind to get it outof mysystem as this need still hurts my stoache when I think about my emotioal drivating (also caled by someas maternal deprivation so I need a coreectibve relationship and that's why I'm saying my name and photo si on myh FB timeline;if anyone would lik todo somemessaging. I'd appreciate some udertanding. I hope thid soen't sounnd like a sob story-Ijust shareing-that which iis gooby for now I need to have somelap therapy that may never happen and Ihave to make peace with it..

Okay a song I used to teachkids it'd cslled sa thumpkin akasoething) the charcter talks with a lipth. SO thr thongoes goethe every bodies gotta thumkin every bodies got a thumkin. and what ith a fiend he ith thumbody who kowth about youi thun=k kin snf loths you just the tame. Ya see i have workedmnay years with children trying to promote non violence and self feelings. SO anyway get every boddy in you ofice to thing it, but when they look confused I tell them thee now we canall behappy togther. Rembera thumkin ith wah w=everbody hath. without yourthimkinwe'd all be juth the thamed tho be happy withyour thumkin, bt what if you came home with happiness all over tyou and your smilng and you mom says look at you and thes your notmy kids hoe could you dare come home ith hapiness all over you anyway so the gaame may ggoe on. like blowing up a ballonn as big an an elephant until it pops and we got hapiness all over us. Now would tht be happy or thad? anyway the fact thta I've worked withkidand try to keep in on a spiritaul level hs helped my own spiritual level. Ya see I am also a profession al character claasy hobo clown with the name DOC. So is thith a comment or not?