I am truly conflicted and could use some help. My priest is upset because I told her I do not believe GOD exists. She insisted that he is alive and well. I said I needed proof. She had the church mail me a dossier that says GOD is alive living under the assumed name of Jonathan Boswell. He lives in a 3 room flat above a liquor store in Clevland Ohio. He is working as a security guard on the graveyard shift at an old pencil factory. Apparently his wife Mary left him for a union plumber. His kid Jesus is living in the tenderloin in SF and is a heroin addict. My priest wants me to donate to a gofundme account to help get GOD GET INTO REHAB. HERE is my problem. I loaned GOD $3500 a few years ago and he has not paid me back. Should I donate to the gofundme account?