I know what they told me about death: You die, your body goes into the ground, you turn into worm mulch and your "soul goes to heaven or hell - blyss or damnation". But I don't know what I think -I don't know what I believe happens to the energies of who left - who are no longer here. I kind of wonder what it would be like to kill myself. Some people say that Kurt was destined to have done that. But what about Vanessa (my ex whom ODed while having S4 cancer-I am not angry though sad)? Understandably she was tired of fighting tired of suffering she took her life into her own hands. I wonder what happened to her where her existence is if there is an existence. My dad (who died the end of 17 from health (my stepbro says he thinks the hospital ODed him), my mom (who died in a horrible headon colision with a Mack dumptruck, in 1998; of which I am the only surviving passenger)?
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