What event in your life made you realize your own mortality? Not just death in general ... But your own life.
Having a heart attack at 23 years old. And again at 25. I've since lost over a hundred pounds and have seriously gotten a much better hold on my overall health but It's an eye opener. The stress of finding a median between quality of life and quantity of life is important. I want to be there for my kids and eventually for my grand kids but I don't want to live like a vegan monk to do it.
Watching a sudden heart attack claim the life of my father. I had a new appreciation for life shortly after.
For me it was my deconversion. One of the biases I had against giving up my faith was the idea that there would be no afterlife. When I finally realized that the religion I grew up in was false, I had to face the fact that in all likelyhood, there would be nothing after this life. It was a sobering concept, and one that took me almost 2 years to come to grips with.
I had a few NDE's when I was a small child 4 y.o. so strangely though i had no religion I knew I might die - It was all Churchills fault causing a week of smog lots of people died I have had weak damaged kungs and a prpetual cough ever since but I do remember lying in bed and hte doctor visiting every time he passed our house - So I have always been impressed by how long i actually have lasted.
6 years ago AMLdiagnosis - 5 year leukemia survivor. Learned to live again.
Every time my bloodsugar falls below 70, my brain shuts off my speech center and goes into panic mode. Try that with broken ribs and arm in a cast like I was a few months ago, and you
will get a taste of death coming closer and closer. My dogs saved me, barking hysterically ( they are chihuahuas. that's what they do) until Brendan came, saw what was going on and fed me honey.
Which 'mortality' are you referring to? (I'm very literal.)
Some might say too literal
But quality or condition of being such.
I had a stroke in 2011. The initial event was pretty fucked up, but then I spent about a week going in and out of consciousness. Every time I’d come to I was looking at different people, then I’d be gone again. I really thought I was dancing on the ledge.