There's always a hidden cost when things go terribly awry. So very sad.
I am beyond words. I feel for her family, Sad beyond words.
She is like many battlefield deaths battle fatigue refusing the last deadly patrol ....she was not going to gag and drown intubated strappef to a bed lungs filling with pus ......her doctor dad did not say how she self euthanized......when death stares you in the face empathy overwhelms training and skilled healthy DETACHMENT......THOUSANDS of Veterans turn to suicide slow or fast SURVIVORS guilt .....resentment is taking .back control of life fighting fire with fire.....I wish I could have saved her ....maybe smoking rope could have helped hashish gargling in steam hot showers????? Heroic people have their limits ....CHANGE THE DAMN NAME OF THE HOSPITAL to her name