Why fear God? I guess a person would fear God because they fear they have done something wrong or feel some sort of negative emotions towards themselves. God isn't a judge. If for whatever reason you don't measure up to go to paradise or heaven then it's ok. You just do it again. The thing of it is, each time you die your ego dies. You know that identity you work so hard feeding and feeling good about? Yeah, that dies dead as shit. Everything ever attached to it goes away over time.

You can be awakened now or you can wait but it's going to happen. When you die it happens. Cause your ego don't exist anymore. Science proves it beyond any shadow of the doubt. But that other part of you? The part your ego refuses to acknowledge. That part of you continues on. Find and feed that part. Let it free and tell your ego to fuck off.