So what am I here for? I'd honestly like to skip all the bs on other apps like meetme and shout and what not. Im here to hopefully find someone I get along with enough to have something serious. Some friends would be pretty cool too. I don't have very many anymore.
So what do I do for a living? Nothing glorious. I'm only 21 and I had a rough start on this adulthood thing. But I'm happy to say Ive never worked McDonald's. I mean I work at panda express and it's still fast food but hey, at least that food is actually cooked from raw meat and vegetables to what ever I'm turning then into. Oh yeah, I'm a cook. I get to cook on a wok and I honestly enjoy it suprisingly. I also do construction on the side. Mainly house leveling (Im probably gonna die from being crushed by a house) and house stuff. You know, simple contrator stuff.
What do I do for fun? I literally have no life due to my current situation. Barely any of my old friends talk to me so I don't go out very often. Not like I have a car to do so right now. That part should be changing pretty soon though. So since I don't really have a life, I just work, and come home and play video games and smoke pot. It's nice but I need some adventure in my life. I feel my self turning into a nobody because if it.
What do I want in life? To be happy and financially stable. How do I wanna get there? Well... You've seen the flash right? I really like the stuff Cisco does. I mean I know most of it if not is probably not possible, but hey I can only try right? I think you can call that a quantum engineer or something like that? I would also really like to have a dispensary one day. So I'm basically aiming for engineering, botany, and buisness. I know what I want isn't that realistic, so I have a similar, more realistic, plan on back up.
What am in good at? Well, if like to say I'm good at art stuff like drawing and painting and sculpting, but it's been so long that I dunno if I still have it in me. I have no muse. Im good at writing stories, but that's also been awhile. I'm a pretty decent cook though and I can level a house with not too many problems. Work related things don't count though. I'm sure theres other things I'm good at but don't realize it.
Now, for the main question. What is my personality like? Well, for starters, I'm introverted as hell. I avoid most conversations with people. Mainly because the conversation is usually has no point. Give me a conversation with a point and I'll gladly have it with you. I still suck at conversation but I'll try. I'm also a bit of an asshole. Like I try to control it but sometimes it just happens. Or I seem like an asshole but I'm not trying to be. Ruined a lot of things with that... Help me please? But I'm generally a really nice guy. I will go out of my way to people I care about, which thankfully isn't that many people. I do my best to make people feel good about themselves but I'm also brutally honest. Hence seeming like an asshole when I'm not trying to be. I call it constructive criticism. If you can't take it, you aren't worth it. And when I say I'm honest, I do not lie. I won't lie about what I'm doing, who I'm with, where I'm at, it any other bizarre event that'll happen. It was a bad habit when I was a child and I've worked really hard to break that habit and I don't wanna go back to it. I'll stand my ground on what I feel, the way I see something, or about what I believe. It's not a god though so don't worry. Figured I throw that in there even though it's obvious since I'm here. There's more to me than I can really explain though. I'm kind of complicated. I just wanna be understood... If you can do that, there will be literally no issues. Because I try to avoid those. I also have a strong moral code I follow. It's as complicated as I am. And I pretty much have a sixth sense when it comes to reading people. I don't know how, but I can figure out a person by watching them for like a minute. We really give Alot more about ourselves away through so many different things that we don't even know about.
Anything else you wanna know, then come figure me out. I'm open as long as your serious.