I started this before; it is still somewhere on the site. Sorry for the redundancy. But let me go on, ...again.
I am a ferral human. Most of my friends are trees; some are very old treasured friends. I write poems to them. I spent 10 years living alone in the forest/mountains. I was never alone. I had my forest friends of all kinds, both safe and unsafe. We were a contented band.
I was completely remote from belief in the bible. Raised on scripture, but my studies and observations just destroyed my belief in it all. A big one was these elite prayer chains. I am completely alone, so no chains of powerful prayer warriors were giving a rap about at all. What a ridiculous story! Oh, no problem, I can take it from here Big Guy! I got the forest and if I die here, meh. That's my lot.