Born of a fanatical atheist mother, but started out with an open mind. Kicked out of Sunday school for arguing about the trinity. Since then pursued a life of discovering how everything works. and why people could believe in God when all evidence points to wishful thinkjing---nothing more. Maybe there's a genetic propensity in our species to believe in some father figure who doesn't not have to folow the laws of physics. But it's a lonely existence when you must hide your true, inner thoughts----even from your loved ones. Maybe before i'm finished in this life I can meet someone to open up to without fear.